Hello summer 09...well in about 2 weeks anyway...
This semester has been so crazy, fun, intense, stressful...pretty much every adjective can be attributed to the last 4 months. I've gone through crushes, about as often as I wash my clothes...which my friends know, is about once a month so it's not as bad as one might first think.
Seriously, I've formed friendships that did not exist January 1st. I've actually been able to get to know some incredible people that just rock my world. Too bad the majority of them are graduating in 2 weeks. I'm not even close to ready for this. It really is not fair. I can't believe I just started to form meaningful relationships and now they're going off to start their lives and I'm stuck here. What am I going to do when it's my turn? Heck, I change my mind every other day. Well, about as often as I change crushes anyway.
Speaking of crushes...hello "soon to be nicknamed" boy
if a girl ever tries to say she's not fickle....she's wrong. just saying. you can argue with me, whatever, but everyone is fickle. we want what we cant have but the second we're given attention, see ya former love interest...hello new love interest that is actually interested
I really do disgust even myself. I'm sure my friends laugh about it when I'm not around but I don't care. I just want a buddy I can have fun with...and possible make out haha... roxie says that puts friendship at risk and encourages crushes..well, I'm okay with that...some days
but all in all...today was a good day...and I may or may not have met my soulmate..or I may meet him at the softball game I'm going to right now.
