Monday, July 21, 2008

It's kinda nice to hear myself laugh


My body basically hates me right now. We went out on the lake yesterday and for some reason or another I decided that tubing was fun.... well it is until you have to hold your fat self on the freaking tube while being pulled around by a speed boat... yeah so my legs kept dragging in the water... hilarious to watch albeit slightly painful. Anyway, today my upper body hurts like all heck.

it was pretty fun though, i cant lie.

Watching my sister try and pull herself up onto that tube: now THAT was the funniest thing I have ever watched. I havent laughed like that in years. I even peed a little... I'm not ashamed to admit!

I've been reading almost non-stop all summer and my money supply is too low to continue buying. I'm going to start rereading soon. I've decided that this and playing clarinet are my two coping mechanisms. They're the only way I escape this unfair reality and slip into something translucent. It's pretty amazing.

I've given up on the male species. They are generally incapable of seeing worth. Though I'm not a supermodel, I am still amazing and I refuse to just settle for someone that is not serious about me or that I'm not genuinely interested in. I've come to realize that I'm going to be single for a while, but I guess that's okay. I've had a lot more fun since I've been single than I did the 2 1/2 years I was dating. That certainly says something.

This Friday: RASCAL FLATTS and TAYLOR SWIFT

Next weekend: CEDAR POINT!!! possibly a visit from Roxy... I'm serious I'll drive 600 miles and pick ur butt up! and BREAKING DAWN.....

this summer is almost over and I can't believe it

Favorite song: (well for now anyway) Rascal Flatts- No reins
She left that loser in a dust cloud

Heart in his hand, chin on the ground
Cried her last tear for that clown
She can see a little clearer now
She said, "Oh, oh, I gotta go and find me"
Oh, oh she found the strength to break free
CHORUS
Like a painted wild mustang
Flyin' out across the open range
Finally gets to live her life that way
No fear, no fences, nobody - no reins
No reins
All she's ever felt is held back
She says, "It's kinda nice to hear myself laugh"
She's gonna do a lot more of that
She's makin' plans and makin' tracks
She said, "Oh, oh I gotta go and find me"
Oh, oh she found the strength to break free
Repeat Chorus
Oh-oh she's learnin' how to let go
Oh-oh which ever way the wind blows
Oh-oh she's learnin' how to let go (learnin' how to let go)

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